Tears In The Night

Nightingale cames and gone unleaving errand
Wind blows rarely in this night
Moon shows its hopeless face
With a poor little star surrounds it

You leave me alone
In this memorise place
With this painy feel
So dare you are

You know?
I'm so loving you
So caring 'bout your pain
So protecting what you feel
Join your sadness and make that fun

Can you trust me
Can you believe me
But, you have an irresistible
Deep of your heart

Tears in the night
The only way I can do
With this feeling
Wrap around me

I try to look in you again
I try to stare at you again
I try to see on you again
But, what's happening?

Your pure hand
Hold another hand
So tightly
So lovely

You never understand what I feel
So vain I ever loved in you
I wanna say "I never love you anyway"
But, I can't
'Cause I still have this sense

Say something
Give me a reason
But, you only calm
Like a tormented crows

No words out from your mouth
No reason that can help
Speechless...
Silent...

I know I'm wrong
I know it's my fault
I know that's my mistakes
But, can you give me another chance

Hopeless...
Sadness...
That's what I feel
That's it...

Fine....
Go out from my head
With that jerky guy
But, I still waiting for your closed heart opened again

Tears in the night
The only way I can do
The only stripe I can travel in
But, you still the best forever ever after
Deep in my heart

I have a request for you
Hope you can grant it for me
This is my wish
Can you accompany me to tears in the night... ?

Vain In My Dreams

Yesterday, I saw a concert video from my friend
So wonderful
So beautiful
I was thinking of that
Maybe, I can be like that
And I try to deep in my heart
Deep in my soul

But, what mum said
She said like this
You can do like that
Cause, you'll fail if you pursue........

Your dream
Oh, please my mom
Give me a chance
So, I can show you the
Bestest from my dreams
But, you still steal
And break my dreams
And, there ..... is many vain ..... In my dreams
In my dreams

I try to see
The video once again
A pure melody
Into the my heart
But out from mother's heart

But, what mum said
She said like this
You can't do like that
If you do that mom will not bless you

Oh, please my mom
Give me a chance
So, I can show you the
Bestest from my dreams
But, you still steal
And break my dreams
And, there ..... is many vain ..... In my dreams
In my dreams

Oh, please my mom
Hear what I want
Only for this time

Please mom.......
Please mom
Oh, please my mom
Give me a chance
So, I can show you the
Bestest from my dreams
But, you still steal
And break my dreams
And, there ..... is many vain ..... In my dreams
In my dreams

Vain in my dreams
Vain in my dreams
So much
Vain in my dreams

Another My Story of Life

Well, the story begins now

I was born from my mom's womb

With my mom's strength

And I can fell the outside

Dunno what they doin' now

All I know

They just screamin' out loud

And all I can do is crying

15 years past so fastly

I grew to a teenager

Just like usual teen

Want a freedom

Want a liberty

But, all I get

Just a tough coercion,

Just a hard pain

Just a silly willy-nilly, HUFT!

Don't they understand me

Are their eyes closed and can't see

What I wanna be

What I'm going to do

Their opinion,

Silly words,

Unimportant words,

And that statement

Just make me broken

Just make me down and down

Just make me desperate

And all of that is just make me feel the death

Now, I repeat again

What the real is happening in my life

That's the best damn thing i've ever had

I have a dream

A thing that can lead your life

Music, Drama,...

That's all I really want

"Hi, Hollywood

I'm in America

Let's make a move in Disney Corps.

Get a friends from Nickelodeon

And make a change for environment"

But, what's this??

I'm interrupted by those silly guys

You know who??

Yeah! The one who born me

The other else the one who made me

They said this

They say that

They say whatever they wanna say

And, I let it blow away by the wind

Don't they realize it

Are their ears closed and can't hear

What I wanna be

What I'm going to do

Their opinion,

Silly words,

Unimportant words,

And that statement

Just make me broken

Just make me down and down

Just make me desperate

And all of that is just make me feel the death

I said it again

"All of they statement,

Argument,

And never want to know who I am

Is just make me feel the death!"

Merry Christmas

Snow drops in that silent place
Sign of winter will come soon
Prepare for it
Because the storm can hit you whenever it wants

Bell rings in that quiet place
Sign of christmas will come later
Prepare for it
Because santa can appear whenever he wants

Love this kind of day
When people's hearts warm and one
Together gather in one place
Pray for all happiness

Just think the positive side
Don't know when the bad ones come
Just think only that day
What will I get and give

Bright living room
Tasty smells of the menu
Peaceful situation
Liveable condition

Only once in a year
Just sit and feels the treatment of the day
Warm inside the cold
Let your mind calm for a moment

Christmas brings happiness for every people
Santa brings much dream for every children
Ringing bell brings calm for every person
Love this so much

Open your arm widely
In the middle of thousands snowdrop
Close your eyes
Take a deep breath
Scream it out loud
"Merry Christmas for you people"
Get the warmest reply after that

Merry christmas just for you
The one who celebrate it
Pretty pine tree has it too
Dance along the rhyme

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY. Even if I'm not a christian but it's give you another feel when you say that, too. Have a nice holiday :3

The Story of My Life

This will tell you about my life until this time.

I made it into a lyric-like form. Hope you like it.

Wake up from a slumber
Take a deep breath
Feel the fresh air in the morning
Remember the dream that I had

Know I'm a student
Ready for a school after 30 minutes
Sit in the backseat
Pray before arrive

My entire hour almost spent for studying
The rest of my time used for praying
No much time left for playing
Only I could when I'm laying

Another gloomy night
Just as my living life
With this little light
I write this story of my life

Another day another story
That word only for a one with cheer
Another day just the same thing
That word is mine

Wake, study, sleep
Wake, study, sleep
Just as my daddy's car's wheel
Round and round never find the new one

My entire hour almost spent for studying
The rest of my time used for praying
No much time left for playing
Only I could when I'm laying

Another bleak twilight
Just as my living life
With this little light
I write this story of my life

You know I'm sick of this life
Never find the real meaning of life
No one cares me, No one wants to know me
So tell me why am I living?
What's the purpose of my life?
Can anybody out there tells me?

I cross the bridge's world
I guess some that strange words
I run to that girl
Kind of vain

I try to figure it out
Still I can't find out
What this means...

I'm walking away
Rest underneath the tree
I don't want to see anybody
While there's no one protects me

My entire hour almost spent for guessing
The rest of my time used for musing
No much time left for doing
Only I could when I'm curious

Another dark morning
Just as my living life
With this little glow thing
I write this story of my life

My First Time!

Hi, there!
It's nice to have a place to share about myself without no one realize who I am.
For you know what, I am one of a shy person in the world.
Well, let me introduce myself first.
Hi, my name is Gianluca Lancana.
I'm 95's person.
I live my life with full of hopeless dreams.
I like sing with my good voice,
I like dance with random move along the music,
And make a song when I'm in a mood.
I like (almost) every genres of music. Especially K-Pop and Dance Pop.
I have a happy family even if not too much.
This is my first time I'm blogging. Yay for me Yay for ya. (/^o^)/\(^o^\)
I decide to make this blog because I can't hold my madness of careless things anymore.
Well, hope you have some time to see and read my blog.
Once again I warn you. This blog only for my place to blame my life.
I'm sorry for being like this but there's no great place to blame it.
And I'm getting stress everytime I think this life.
Only write in this blog can relieve a bit my stress.
Good comments and great critics always welcome.
Have a nice exploration to my blog!