Rabu, 25 September 2013

Pengalaman Pertamaku di STIKOM



Dag dig dug… Jantungku berdebar saat melihat kalender. Tak terasa 3 bulan telah berlalu dengan cepat. Esok hari akan menjadi hari pertamaku menapakkan kaki di tempat yang baru. Aku akan mengikuti kegiatan pertamaku di kampusku yang baru, STIKOM namanya.

Setelah UNAS usai, hari-hariku memang hampa karena tidak ada kegiatan yang dilakukan. Datang ke sekolah hanya sekedar menghabiskan waktu dengan berbincang-bincang bersama teman-teman. Lalu pulang dan bingung ingin melakukan apa hingga kemudian terdengar teriakan ibu yang meminta tolong.

Hari Jumat kurang lebih jam 1, aku sampai di STIKOM untuk mengikuti pra-ospek. Aku berlari dan berharap semoga aku tidak terlambat mengingat acara akan dimulai pukul 1. Sesampainya di tempat, aku melihat banyak siswa yang berkerumun di depan papan pengumuman. Karena penasaran akupun ikut melihat ada apa disana. Ternyata ada pengumuman yang berisi pembagian kelompok. Aku segera mencari kelompok mana yang akan bersamaku untuk seminggu kedepan. “Srikandi 2.1”, begitulah nama kelompok yang memasang namaku sebagai anggotanya. Setelah itu, aku segera ke ruang serbaguna dan bergabung bersama kelompokku. Aku termasuk orang yang tertutup diawal. Jadi, tidak heran bila aku bingung harus berbuat apa hingga seseorang di sebelahku menyapaku dan mengajakku berkenalan. Aku senang karena dia orang yang terbuka sehingga aku tidak harus pusing untuk memulai percakapan.

Suara sie acara pun mulai terdengar di seluruh penjuru ruangan. Pengenalan tentang STIKOM, acara ke depannya nanti, anggota kolega dosen, kolega senior hingga panitia acara dijelaskan secara runtut. Kami mengikuti acara dengan tenang. Walaupun sesekali terdengar sedikit senda gurau untuk mencairkan suasana. Acara pun berjalan dengan lancar.

Walau pada awalnya aku tidak terlalu tertarik pada STIKOM, tapi aku merasa bahwa ada hal hebat yang akan terjadi nantinya. Aku tidak tahu apa hal itu, namun aku percaya bahwa hal itu akan membawaku pada kesuksesan yang positif.

Selasa, 08 Mei 2012

Lucky To Have You

I'm alone
In this new seat
Nobody wants to know me
Nobody wants to chat me
Nobody wants to meet me

I'm alone
In this new class
Only hear their talk
Just chatting myself
Just little words out

Need a friend
Need a comrade
Need a mate
Be a best
Forever

When i thought myself
Those all are my wrong
My fault
Why i became a silencer
A calmer

I try that again
And the memories come
That cogitation
In the old time
Penetrate my mind

Your sound
Your face
Your talk
Make my tear
Drops on these floors

When I want to text you
You be the first
Who sends me a words
It makes me happy
So, lucky to have you

When I want chat you
You be the first
Who gives me two words
It makes me better
So, glad to have you

I know you don't understand me
I know you never notice me
Even if you like that
Even if you say that
I'll always be patient

Everything comes naturally
It comes naturally
Along with the time
Come to my heart
And I'll give you the best from me

Hope we can get along well
Forever ever after
If we could
"Lucky to have you, my best!"

No One's Here


Well, everyone! I'm back! It's been a long time since the last time I wrote. I had too many assignments to do in these days. But, fortunately, I still can make a new one now. Check it out!

Waking up this morning
Still lying on my bed
Don't know what to think
Don't know what to do today

Stand for some sec
Feel the breezy air
Try to make my body strong
Through the test wall

Chained door stand in front of me
Checkin' for the right way
To make it easy to open
But, it didn't work

Call everybody to help me out
From this darky place
With no one's here
But, no one's get it

Finally, found the trick
Smash the door with the old hammer that stay at this place
It opened!
But, no one's here
No one's here

Woah!
Shocked by the audio
Turnin' on with Avengey's song on it
That sucks!
Lucky it was just a dream

Shining sun
A little bit cloudy
I'm ready for this day!
But, wait! What's that??

Mommy's coming with angry face
Like a mount that ready to errupt
Like a tap that ready to splash out
Like an earth that ready to quake

Call everybody to help me out
From this accident
With just my mom's here
But, no one's answer it

Finally, found the trick
Ran away to the better place
I can hear that sound's still screamin'
But, no one's here
No one's here

My mom's got me
And bring me to the horizon
I'm scorned
Humiliated
Yes, I get it from everyone

No one cares me
No one needs me
No one wants me here
So why am I here??

Cant' call everybody to help me out
Just like a sculpture
Cause no one notices me here
And no one attends me here

Can't find the right way
To solve and make this clear
Just can crying along the time
And still no one's here

Only the only God can finish this
Pray is the only way I can do
The real only way I can do
Cause, no one's here to help me out of this

Minggu, 01 Januari 2012

Happy New Year (2012)

The light went out
The dark shows itself
It's a twilight
Cloudy twilight

Put away the curtains
Open the windows
Let the wind blows me
Softly caress my hair
Fresh my mind

The clock still point the nine
Still have much time to be waste
Remind me of the last time
When my mother brush my hair with her hand

My cry wet my cheek
Drop one by one
Remind of all of the last time
That happened in this year

The time won't roll back
But, the memories still roll along the time
The tragedies might not happen again
But, the best thing will comes afterward

The fireworks light up the night
Sound of noisy trumpet fill the silent night
People comes out and scream
Only this night
Let your blithe out

Happy New Year
The new event will come
Don't know that will be a good one or a bad one
Kind of mystery
But, exactly will make your days colorful

Happy New Day
Know it's still a same day
Just follow it
And let me know what's new

New wish and better behave
Required for the best year
Just make it happen
And see the future

Dawn comes up
No different from the usual dawn
Don't know but the birds chirping happily than usual
The sound of festive still in my mind
Smiling strangely when come to think of it

Better get going
Prepare for everything today
Still can't take off the weird smile
And just smiling around
While think of this day and say

Happy New Year
The unknown event will come
Don't know it'll comes to a good one or a bad one
Kind of mystery
But, exactly will make your time wonderful

Happy New Day
Know it will be a same day
Just follow it
And wish for the bright day

New wish and better behave
Required for the best year
Just make it happen
And see the future

HAPPY NEW YEAR OF 2012 FOR EVERYONE. Together we create the best last night and prepare for the following day. Hope everything goes well in the future. XD

Selasa, 27 Desember 2011

Tears In The Night

Nightingale cames and gone unleaving errand
Wind blows rarely in this night
Moon shows its hopeless face
With a poor little star surrounds it

You leave me alone
In this memorise place
With this painy feel
So dare you are

You know?
I'm so loving you
So caring 'bout your pain
So protecting what you feel
Join your sadness and make that fun

Can you trust me
Can you believe me
But, you have an irresistible
Deep of your heart

Tears in the night
The only way I can do
With this feeling
Wrap around me

I try to look in you again
I try to stare at you again
I try to see on you again
But, what's happening?

Your pure hand
Hold another hand
So tightly
So lovely

You never understand what I feel
So vain I ever loved in you
I wanna say "I never love you anyway"
But, I can't
'Cause I still have this sense

Say something
Give me a reason
But, you only calm
Like a tormented crows

No words out from your mouth
No reason that can help
Speechless...
Silent...

I know I'm wrong
I know it's my fault
I know that's my mistakes
But, can you give me another chance

Hopeless...
Sadness...
That's what I feel
That's it...

Fine....
Go out from my head
With that jerky guy
But, I still waiting for your closed heart opened again

Tears in the night
The only way I can do
The only stripe I can travel in
But, you still the best forever ever after
Deep in my heart

I have a request for you
Hope you can grant it for me
This is my wish
Can you accompany me to tears in the night... ?

Vain In My Dreams

Yesterday, I saw a concert video from my friend
So wonderful
So beautiful
I was thinking of that
Maybe, I can be like that
And I try to deep in my heart
Deep in my soul

But, what mum said
She said like this
You can do like that
Cause, you'll fail if you pursue........

Your dream
Oh, please my mom
Give me a chance
So, I can show you the
Bestest from my dreams
But, you still steal
And break my dreams
And, there ..... is many vain ..... In my dreams
In my dreams

I try to see
The video once again
A pure melody
Into the my heart
But out from mother's heart

But, what mum said
She said like this
You can't do like that
If you do that mom will not bless you

Oh, please my mom
Give me a chance
So, I can show you the
Bestest from my dreams
But, you still steal
And break my dreams
And, there ..... is many vain ..... In my dreams
In my dreams

Oh, please my mom
Hear what I want
Only for this time

Please mom.......
Please mom
Oh, please my mom
Give me a chance
So, I can show you the
Bestest from my dreams
But, you still steal
And break my dreams
And, there ..... is many vain ..... In my dreams
In my dreams

Vain in my dreams
Vain in my dreams
So much
Vain in my dreams

Minggu, 25 Desember 2011

Another My Story of Life

Well, the story begins now

I was born from my mom's womb

With my mom's strength

And I can fell the outside


Dunno what they doin' now

All I know

They just screamin' out loud

And all I can do is crying


15 years past so fastly

I grew to a teenager

Just like usual teen

Want a freedom

Want a liberty


But, all I get

Just a tough coercion,

Just a hard pain

Just a silly willy-nilly, HUFT!


Don't they understand me

Are their eyes closed and can't see

What I wanna be

What I'm going to do


Their opinion,

Silly words,

Unimportant words,

And that statement

Just make me broken

Just make me down and down

Just make me desperate

And all of that is just make me feel the death


Now, I repeat again

What the real is happening in my life

That's the best damn thing i've ever had

I have a dream

A thing that can lead your life


Music, Drama,...

That's all I really want

"Hi, Hollywood

I'm in America

Let's make a move in Disney Corps.

Get a friends from Nickelodeon

And make a change for environment"


But, what's this??

I'm interrupted by those silly guys


You know who??

Yeah! The one who born me

The other else the one who made me

They said this

They say that

They say whatever they wanna say

And, I let it blow away by the wind


Don't they realize it

Are their ears closed and can't hear

What I wanna be

What I'm going to do


Their opinion,

Silly words,

Unimportant words,

And that statement

Just make me broken

Just make me down and down

Just make me desperate

And all of that is just make me feel the death


I said it again

"All of they statement,

Argument,

And never want to know who I am

Is just make me feel the death!"